Tuesday, June 30, 2009

SHIVER by Maggie Stiefvater

To be honest I haven't read Twilight, but if it's anything like this book, I think I would like it. Shiver is well written, smoothly telling the story of two people destined to be together. As the reader you feel the tug of their connection. How badly they want to be together and how they try to make every moment count. Sam hides from Grace the fact that he most likely will become a wolf this winter and never return to human form. Grace knows but ignores all the signs in order to live in the fantasy of what could be.

At the same time, Jack, a violent person to begin with has been changed and is doing everything that is against the rules. He tells Grace's friend Olivia what he is as well as biting her believing that this will cure him if he passes the curse along. Then there's Shelby who hated being human an loves being a wolf and wants to be by Sam's side as the leader of the pack. But Sam doesn't want to be leader, he doesn't want Shelby and he doesn't want to be a wolf.

Grace has both parents, but they are selfish and neglectful

So many levels of teen angst, bullying and young love. Really sweet story.

Sunday, June 28, 2009

THE SET UP by Sophie McKenzie

This book is really slow. I know what it's trying to be, but I just think it took too long to get there as well as being a hard to get excited about.

It's easy to see that Jack is a bad guy and using Nico to get information. If Nico's stepfather, Fergus, would just talk to him and tell him what's going on with him instead of forbidding him to do things, then maybe Nico would understand the ramifications of what's going on. But I guess that wouldn't propel the story along. There are constant miscommunications from everyone. No one seems to be able to say what they are really feeling or what they really want, and I know that's pretty typical for teens, but even the adults don't seem to know how to express themselves clearly.

I just think this could have been better. There was great potential to be thrilling, action driven and high octane, but fell short in all areas.

Saturday, June 27, 2009

BLOOD TIES by Sophie McKenzie

Theo and Rachel have very different lives. Theo is raised by a single mother on a modest income, but somehow able to afford to send him to a private school and pay for a bodyguard. Rachel lives with both her parents, who seem to find a way to remind her every day that she's not as good, pretty or talented as her dead sister Rebecca. The story is told from Theo and Rachel's perspectives in alternating chapters, but rarely overlapping in theme. Just a continuation of the story from differing views.

Although, the intention of the book is to lead you into this realization that Rachel and Theo are clones and the only two of their kind, I found it easy to figure out that their lives aren't normal and that they are some sort of genetic experiment early on. I do like how the book delves into the idea of hate, but from the group/organization who is hunting them to kill them both because they believe they are abominations as well as the realization that Theo's true biological parents were Jews who were Nazi sympathizers.

The RAGE organization is like many other organizations that truly exist who use violence and murder to express the fact that their views are the only ways to live. I find it fascinating when a group says life is important but chooses to take life in order to get that point across. This story line shows how intolerance can come in many forms.

I always like when female protagonist learn their own strength as well as their voice, but this one seems to happen overnight with Rachel. And it seems she's come to the change because of a boy. That I don't like. She's often bullied by her peers at school, ignored or ridiculed by her mother and father, but the moment Theo's in danger, she's willing to learn to fight and put her life on the line to save and protect him. She can't do it for herself, but she can for a 15 year-old boy... and one who doesn't even know she exists other than to help him find out about his father.

Not as thrilling of an adventure as it could have been from start to finish. The adrenaline ride starts pretty late in the book, but once it does it doesn't give up until the end.

Friday, June 26, 2009

MAGICKEEPERS: The Eternal Hourglass by Erica Kirov

This book was really fun. Lot's of similarities to J.K. Rowlings books about a boy who can do magic. But where they differ is that Nicholai (Nick) lives in modern day Las Vegas with his failed magician father, only to find out that he is part of a long line of powerful Russian Magicians that date back to the time of the Tsar and his family as well as the evil Rasputin.

Nick must discover his inner power, learn how to live among those steeped in tradition and become part of the most successful magic show in Las Vegas while fighting off an evil intent on destroying him and his new found family.

Nick's cousin Isabelle can control her large white tiger Sasha as well as other animals. Including the Polar Bares they swim with. And Nick is given a special horse who shines like his coat is made of gold. The book brings out a lot of your imagination with the animals and the snow that falls from the top of the hotel the family lives in and runs, which tourist believe to be an illusion.

What I like about this book aside from the imaginings of all the creatures and magic tricks Ms. Kirov has put in her book, is the history that's included. How Houdini came up with his name, the fictional mystery surrounding his death, tied into other historical elements. It's fun to speculate and if I was a kid, it would lead me to find out more about the real characters she's added to this fictional story, like Jules Verne.

On to my next book... BLOOD TIES by Sophie McKenzie

Thursday, June 25, 2009

GONE by Michael Grant

The reviewer for VOYA said, "If Stephen King had written LORD OF THE FLIES, it might have been a little like this..." and I couldn't agree more.

What I like about this book is that it shows us how kids treat each other. If they can do thing things that they've done to each other without parental supervision, what do they do with it? In this day of bullying at an all time high, this book shows how some kids are just bad and make inappropriate choices at every turn.

Sam is a kid who is already known as a hero, but doesn't really want to be noticed accept by the object of his affection, Astrid and hang out with his surfing buddy, Quinn. When everyone over the age of 15 literally disappears, everyone looks to Sam for guidance. He doesn't want to be the leader, but doesn't consider what will happen if he doesn't take charge until it too late.

Some of the kids, start to develop abilities, which are against the laws of physics... So the question becomes, are they in this world or are they somewhere else? With the barrier surrounding the town, into the ocean, as low as they can go and as high as they can see, they soon realize no one is coming to rescue them.

At the same time a young girl by the name of Lana, who's been sent to stay with her grandfather for sneaking alcohol to a friend, is alone in the desert hurt for an accident resulting from her grandfather going "Poof" while driving into town. Lana believes she's going to die from her injuries until she realizes she has the ability to heal herself.

Sam, Quinn, Edilio, Astrid and Little Petey, find Lana when they are driven out of town by Sam's newly found twin brother Caine. It seems Caine was given up for adoption and discovers that his mother was none other than the school nurse at his boarding school. He's bitter about life, bitter that she kept Sam and pretty much a sociopath bent on making this new world they call The FAYZE, his domain.

There are elements of Caine and Able, in this book. With the kids learning that being different and more advanced than their peers, due to their abilities, isn't a good thing. They are persecuted and bound for purposes of keeping them under control.

There is violence, when kids killing other kids, but it's done in a way that isn't overtly brutal.

I am looking forward to reading HUNGER, the next in this six part series, with a new book coming out each spring.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Day 5 - Exercise

4.55 miles
9662 steps
6343 moderate steps 45 minutes
411 calories

I did something different today. I am posting at the end of the day after wearing the pedometer all day and doing errands along with running. I think I ran about 40 minutes this morning for about 2.73 miles. Took longer cause I am so fat and heavy, my lung capacity isn't able to adjust like I used to.

I went to the doctors and they weighed me. I'm so embarrassed to even write it, but I'm 184 pounds. That's horrible. I have to lose the weight. I went and bought all kinds of fruit and vegetables today. I am determined to lose it and get back to where I want to be and what will make me happy.

Ran all over the city today doing errands. And I have more to do tomorrow. I just want to exercise and read. Why is life so complicated?

Been dealing with a lot of stress. Can't wait to come out the other end of all this stuff.

Still need to do the review of GONE by Michael Grant. I will probably do it tomorrow, when i finish my errands.

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Day 4 - Exercise

3.73 miles
7312 steps
7040 moderate steps @ 49 minutes
354 calories

I slept really hard last night and almost woke up late. I think if I hadn't had to use the bathroom, I would have kept sleeping. But I got up around 5:40 a.m. and decided to go for my run even thought I was still tired and wanted to sleep. I had a bit of a headache also and took an Advil before leaving the house.

It's funny how I have the intension of just walking cause I'm tired and have a bit of a headache, but I'm so competitive with myself that I end up running anyway and running further than normal. It felt good to look at my pedometer and know I pushed myself a little more today. I would love to be able to run the 3 miles consistently without stopping to walk, but I know I will get there.

Looking in the windows of some of the shops as I ran by also caused me to push more. I hate looking the way I do right now. I need to be in shape.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

PANIC ATTACK by Jason Starr

This book had a starred review from Publisher's Weekly, and in some ways I can understand that. It tells an interesting story from four different perspectives. There's Dr. Adam Bloom, as psychologist who doesn't emotionally connect with his wife, Dana or his self involved daughter, Marissa.

The family is supposed to be in Florida, visiting Alan's mother when they are robbed. They didn't go because of the weather and hear the intruders. Alan pulls out a gun and kills one of the intruders, which sparks a contrived act of revenge by the second intruder.

Dana is more interested in pointing out Adam's faults, why her life sucks and what's wrong with everyone and how they treat her that she doesn't see that her having an affair with the local trainer influences how she treats her husband. She's pissed that he used the gun to protect his home and family and continues to blame him for how their lives spiral out of control after the shooting.

Marissa is a spoiled, self involved brat. She's graduated from college with an art history major, quit her first job after one month, because she thought the job was beneath her, and moved into her parents home where all she does is hang out with her friends, drink, get high and have sex in her parents home while her father supports them. She is just as angry with her father for using the gun during the robbery. She can't believe he can't express his emotions and thinks he should behave as she wants him to and now how he is. She doesn't make allowances for the fact that he may not know how to handle what's happened. She forms a relationship with Xan, who is really Johnny Long, the other robber.

Johnny has killed his partner, Carlos' girlfriend, who was also the Bloom's maid. After Adam's emotionless interviews about the shooting and the media accuse him of being a vigilante, Johnny goes on an ever growing crusade to make them pay for the killing of Carlos. Forgetting the fact that they were robbing the family. All Johnny can see is that they are a rich family who has everything and he wants them to pay for his horrible life and killing Carlos. Johnny first plans on getting close to Marissa and then killing them all after being invited into their home for dinner, but the plan evolves as Johnny figures out a way to expose all of their secrets to the, use his knowledge of the family turn them against each other and kill them off one by one.

Dana is the first to go, and when Adam doesn't come home right away, Johnny eludes to the fact that Adam may have killed Dana. Now Adam is a suspect and Marissa believes this is also true.

My problem with this is that Marissa lives in her parents house and spends their money like they owe it to her to care for her, yet she's highly disrespectful to her father. She believes her mother should just leave her father, but doesn't realized that her mother doesn't really have a life as she's been a mother and housewife for more than a decade and being alone at an older age isn't the same as being alone in your twenties.

When Adam starts to put the pieces together and becomes suspicious of Xan, Marissa is the first to jump all over him and accuse her father of trying to shift the blame from himself. She's more apt to believe her father could kill her mother than a boyfriend she's known for a week or two.

I liked the book coming from different perspectives in almost each chapter, but there's not enough suspense and I believe that Johnny's reasons for going after the Bloom family are flimsy at best. If he had other mental problems, seemed to have a history of toying with people, other than women just to get their money, or if he came across as just more dangerous, I would like this book better.

My favorite thing is how Johnny believes he's the best lover in the world, but after having sex with Marissa, in her recount, she says he seemed nervous, trying too hard and that maybe he would get better when they knew each other better.

Day 3 - Exercise

2.78 miles
5393 steps
5231 moderate steps @ 37 minutes
262 calories

I didn't run for the past several days because I was still suffering from migraines as well as I had to be in the valley for something first thing yesterday morning. Was out of the house and traveling at 6:00 a.m. I also ran a new route. I think I like this much better.

I didn't sleep very well last night cause I'm going through some things. Hoping they will be over soon, but who knows. But I got up and ran anyway. It felt good to run off some tension, but I'm still feeling it a bit. I felt like I pushed myself to run a bit more. I will keep trying to do that so I can do three miles of straight running before I start trying to do hills. I'm still walking too much when I get winded. I'm sure that's because I'm not consistent in my daily running.

Well, I'm off to shower and read for the rest of the day. I have so much material coming my way, I really have to get on the ball.

Saturday, June 13, 2009

SWOON by Nina Malkin

This book was an interesting idea, although it lacked depth in character. Sin was out for revenge and Dice was looking for love since her best friend Ruby died and her, too busy, parents have shipped her off to Connecticut to live alone, yet be watched over by her aunt who's having and affair an and cousin who's soul purpose is to lose her virginity and keep looking for that feeling like a drug from any source she can.

Sin being mystically made up of earth, wind, emotions and a little Native American magic is an interesting concept, for falls short of what this person can do when he becomes real flesh and blood. Having extra strength, the ability to cajole anyone into doing anything you want them to and the constant latent sexual energy he wields is a bit much for a book for teen girls, in my opinion.

I wanted to like, it but the constant sexual escapades as well as the lack of real stakes, leaves this story flat for me.

Friday, June 12, 2009

No Exercise Today

I'm not working out today. I woke up about three times in the middle of the night with cramps and the start of a migraine. I suffer from Fribroids, which can result in very intense cramps and migraines, which I've suffered from all my life. Advil is as much medication as I take unless my migraines result in me throwing up or not being able to take the light of day. That's when I go to the doctor for a shot.

But it's been years since that's happen. I know the foods that can trigger a migraine and when hormones are the culprit, I relax as much as possible.

I hope to be better by tomorrow, to resume my workouts with Sunday's off.

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Day 2 - Exercise

2.80 miles
5432 steps
4795 moderate steps
264 calories

I almost talked myself into not working out and staying in bed until I remembered that I would have to post my excuse and how important that excuse really was. So I got up and got dressed. It was a little more difficult in some ways, cause it felt like the route was longer. But easier in other ways, where I felt like I ran more than walked.

I'm trying to push myself each time even if I don't want to.

I'm glad I got up and made it outside.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

THE MAGICIANS by Lev Grossman

I hate it when other people review books and they haven't gone beyond the first 100 pages, but I have to say that I just can't do it. I don't know how to explain how hard I found it to read this book. It seems to jump all over the place.

Quentin Coldwater (the primary character) seems to find a way to be miserable no matter what he's doing or what world he's in. I'm hoping that if I eventually finish this book (some time in the future), that some of the storylines I feel are hanging in the air, will be explained. Which is the problem with not finishing a book. But I just can't.... It's so hard.

I am someone who can read the minimum of 300 pages in a day and I have spent two days on this book an haven't gotten past page 70. Enough said! Publisher's Weekly described the book as "derivative" and I should have listened. Generally their starred reviews don't do it for me, but they were so right in this case. At least up to the pages I have read.

Well on to the next book.... SWOON by Nina Malkin

Day 1 - Exercise

2.72 miles
5300 steps
4875 moderate steps
255 calories

It was hard getting out of bed. I used to go to the gym 6 days a week, but it recently closed, I'm sure due to the recession. I can't afford the gym my old training partner is now going to, so I have decided to get into shape on my own. I used to run 5 miles a day and never realized how hard it was to get there. I'm feeling it now, with my age and my weight, but I'm determined to get there.

This is small, but a step in the right direction. I'm crossing my fingers that I can build back up.

I'm not posting my weight, because it's the largest I've ever been in my entire life and refuse to even get on the scale. But I have a doctors appointment on June 24th and I'm sure they will weigh me. That will be the first day I post it.